Acid Trip

A few more times and I'll be gone, I know it's wrong but I'll go on, Today I saw the end in sight, The dark and relaxing divinity of night, How am I supposed to survive? While using acid to stay alive? Killing my dreams with one hard crash, But why should I care, since it's my life I trash? Disgusting are the thoughts I have late at night, Rape, murder, and sodomy--it doesn't seem right, On second thought, I'll rephrase my track, How many people have stabbed me in the back? It's true, so I don't know why I felt bad, This life while it lasts, is the best I have ever had, I know one thing and that thing is this... The people I kill, I sure as hell won't miss... - ©Jacqui