Acid Trip
A few more times and I'll be gone,
I know it's wrong but I'll go on,
Today I saw the end in sight,
The dark and relaxing divinity of night,
How am I supposed to survive?
While using acid to stay alive?
Killing my dreams with one hard crash,
But why should I care, since it's my life I trash?

Disgusting are the thoughts I have late at night,
Rape, murder, and sodomy--it doesn't seem right,
On second thought, I'll rephrase my track,
How many people have stabbed me in the back?
It's true, so I don't know why I felt bad,
This life while it lasts, is the best I have ever had,
I know one thing and that thing is this...
The people I kill, I sure as hell won't miss...

-  ©Jacqui